Anyhow, a family who used to open up their minds from any problems is one of the best example that everyone should have to follow. Asking why? Simply because its the only way to surpassed all of those even if how hard it was! There’s no such thing in this world that God permitted us to experience if he think that we can’t do it. Life realities are just trying to measure our individual strength has far we can go and how strong we can fight. Remember, a family that stays together is a family that are looking for the future without any anticipation what will happened for the next succeeding hours. What they are longing for, is only happiness for everyone of them.

For that, Id like to extend my sincerest thanks to my family whose always their to support me what ever steps I do. They been there throughout my journey. Even before they used to inspire me even I fail. They never leave me alone. And for that, again I thank you Mom, Dad, Granny, Sis and Bro for keep reminding me to stay my feet on the ground what ever success I’m into. Remember, if not all because of you “I’m simply nothing…” I love you all…c”,)

In fact, by the end of this month I’ll probably buy for my dad first and on my next month’s salary it will gonna be for my sissy. I just really don’t have an idea what to buy for them. I actually ask my mom what to buy for my dad, she just replied me that just small thing and gave him cash instead of buying him an expensive one which in return he will not appreciate it. Well, I actually knew that so probably I’ll follow what my mom said. But for my sissy’s? Oh! Well, don’t know what to buy for girls.. grrr… For my elder sis, she actually told me several times to buy her an LV (Louis Vitton) wallet or a bag. But sad thing is I can’t afford it! Its too expensive! Sigh.. Have to look for some other options. For little sissy’s, dah… I don’t know, probably I’ll just buy them a fair of clothes, accessories and sandals. Hopefully they’ll like it.

Wish me luck guys! Hopefully my Christmas vacation will be a great fun and memorable one!

Due to that, I been planning to buy her a bullion or precious metal as a present to her on her graduation day next year. It might be too early to prepare but I just want to make sure that I have something to give her as reward of what she’ve achieved. ‘Cause I believed that one of the motivation factor for a child to work harder and strive more is reward their effort even if how small or big it is. By that way, your encouraging them to continue what they do and be the best that they can be.

So, probably next year I might buy a bullion necklace for her. Wish her luck everyone! Congratulations in advance my dear Sissy! Oh! I forgot to share to you guys where will I buy this bullion thing. I actually found it in one of the well-known gold store online at United States Gold Bureau. They were one of the leading provider for the said products and has been to this business for several years now. Through that time they garnered the trust and loyalty of their client and customers who keep referring them. Check them out!

Actually, I been strolling around the city here in Abu Dhabi, UAE just to look for some stuff not just for my Mom and Dad but as well as for my Brother, Sissy and Nephews. I found some and even bought some but not yet enough. ‘Cause honestly, I only have a limited cash to pay all those bills. Hopefully, I can find somebody who can lend me some cash to buy all of those for them.

Anyhow, I’ve actually considering to buy gold eagle coins not for anyone else but for my collections. Yup! You hear it right! I collected coins for a quite sometime now. I’m not a fun of collecting it before but when I meet this one friend I had here in Abu Dhabi who loves collecting coins I was influence. We been to several places around the city just to look for a great provider of coins. Glad to say that as an internet pro who been doing all my stuff over the net for a several years now I recommended him the United States Gold Bureau who are well-known of being the best provider of gold coins. I don’t know if he’ll buy but as far as I knew he will buy soon next month I guess.

Nonetheless, hopefully my family will love all the gift I had for them! Wish me luck everyone!

Anyway, its been two (2) season I been celebrating Christmas away from home. I mean, I celebrate here in Abu Dhabi as my current career is here. Though its quite boring to spend Christmas by yourself still I managed. There are friends and relatives who use to invite me but celebrating Christmas with your real family is quite different. Why? ‘ Cause the bonds and love we created between us is quite distinct from the bonds I created with those friends I had. I guess, you guys know what I mean. Family is isn’t the same from the usual friends and relatives you had.

For that, if God permits and hopefully he will, I’ll bo going home this coming Christmas season. I’ m actually on my annual leave tht time and in God’s grace so thankful ’cause my airfare is free and my one month leave is paid. Yepey! In fact, I been starting to get busy preparing all the things I need before I go home. I know its still early to prepare but I can’t help myelf to think that I’m going home. I’m actually buying some of the things I need to send back home like battery lanterns, gifts for my Mom and Da, for my bro and sissy, for my Granny and for some close friends I had. Hopefully, it all turn out well. Wish me luck everyone! And allow me to day very advanced Happy Christmas!

As of this present date, as I’ve mention earlier my Job really requires to have my own car but as I said later on when I can afford it already besides, I’m not staying longer in this place. Oh! I’m actually here in Abu Dhabi, UAE. So, because of unavailability of financial thing, I prefered to have a carlift provided by our company though its quite stressing as I need to woke up around 5 am just to got to the waiting area around 5:55 am. Sigh… Oh! Well, that’s life after all!

Anyhow, thinking about buying a car is a great idea though. Just lately, I been thinking to buy an rc cars too for my Dad. He actually love to drive. He even got one around year 1990’s but sad to say that he lost it when the company was on recession and we need to sell it for a living. As of now, he only have two (2) motorcycles whom he drove it everyday going back and forth to his job as well as sending my Mom and sissy to school. Do you think my Dad will gonna love the rc cars? If not I have him personally what type of car he wants later on. Wish me luck guys!

To my colleagues who don’t have a family yet, do you guys think  the way I think a couple of days now? Do you have a plan of getting married days from now? What about a month or a year from now? Have you guys think about it? Oh! Wel, don’t get me wrong just that I was curious about your answer. Honestly, I almost reach that stage and if I only have my college girlfriend’s love ’til now probably early next year I’ll gonna invite her to get married already but sad to say that I lost her.. Sigh… She broke up with me when I decided to leave to work abroad. She can’t handle the long distance relationship. I don’t know what went wrong for both of us. Until one day, I could still remember that day I was so excited to open my email as I was in Japan that time to see her email to me. But when I read along her email Iwas really surprised I can’t even move. She was broking up with me. She can’t afford to wait longer for me. I’m really sad. I can’t even do my things at home and at work. Don’t even know how to move forward.

As time passes by I fixed my mind and decided that life must go on. Until this present time I live my life alone. I mean being single. Doing all the things for my family instead for our future. Darn! Too hard to move but I managed! Its been almost 4 years since she left me hanging. It was bad! Really bad! At present, we both had a life now, she got a new boyfriend. Sigh… I keep trying to win her back but sad to say that she’s not entertaining me anymore as she got a new boy. Its hard seeing her in the arms of somebody. It melts my heart so much! But what should I supposed to do?

But you know what, one thing I learned through the years she left me hanging is the fact that she thought me how to LOVE sincerely. Seeing her with somebody is too much but letting her go whom I see that she’s happy is great indeed. Though it breaks me so much. One thing I do as of the moment is remiscing the fast whom I shared great memories with her and that makes me smile for a just second. Getting back to reality is quite a struggle but I managed. No one knows how do I feel exactly the moment I wrote this article. It was so hard to share my inner thought and feelings but I have to let go and finally live in reality. Could anyone ’til me how to move? If your not sure what to do just don’t comment. If your not sure what really LOVE and you haven’t been in-loved before or right now then don’t dare to comment. ‘Cause I’m sure all of your perceptions is just blowing thoughts out from observations you did whom you never experience in reality.

Anyway, to HER I thank you for all, for loving me, for making love with me, for sharing your life, for your understanding, for accepting as who I am and for giving your life with me once in a lifetime. Sure as hell I can never forget you. You will always be the person I love before, now and then. If it happens that their will be somebody in my side please pardon me. I have to live and I have to move. But don’t think that I forget you. God knows, you will always be in my HEART. Farewell… Okay! Enough for that emo effect still have to check this Mesothelioma thing. This information might provide me the informations I need to know. Wish me luck forward!

As I actually submitted my CV through my Bro’s help as he knows where to give it ’cause that particular company is their constant customer. Oh! You guys might be wondering as to where my Bro works. H e was actually working in one of the cafe shop here in Abu Dhabi where the said english company is their constant customer who usually order a breakfast, lunch and dinner from them for the employees.

Hopefully, in the coming days I’ gonna received a call from them for an interview but of course I don’t expect that much besides I have a stable job right now just that I’m not satisfied of the pay though there’s a great advantage on the benfits side but what I’m looking is the basic pay. Anyway, good knows everything so I leave it up to him. Wish me luck guys!

Actually, I don’t even need to buy him that much as he can afford by himself what I can buy for him. But would you be surprised if somebody is preparing a gift for you on your special natal day? Its great right? Even I myself I love surprises. Even how small or cheap your gift it as long as it came from your heart I’ll humbly accept it.

So, for all those who celebrated their birthday today I wish you all the luck, more blessing, good health and may God bestow all the graces you deserved. Make sure that you’ll also give thanks onto him for all the blessings you received. Remember, God is great and he do everything to make your fulfilled! Enjoy the day everyone!