Broken Hearted!
Posted by wilson on June 24th, 2007Love was unfair sometimes….
I just didn’t expect that what I have had experienced before will keep coming back to me. It’s was really unfair but I guess, God was just being fair. He will not give it all to you unless you are much deserving on it.
My girlfriend and I got call off once again or should I say broke up? After what had happened last month when I came back to my native town to be with family and friends I decided to court her again since during our last conversation through text messaging we have had a big fight primarily concerning about our relationship. I am older than her. I got my own life already. She was still studying. I work far from her for about 1 year already seem to be too short yet. But that span of time, were still together though its quite different. One, two, three months have passed our relationship still going better but I guess, Love was just being unfair sometimes ’cause on the succeeding months our relationship is starting to fall down. I don’t know how and I don’t know why?…It just came to a point that she consulted me to got call off ’cause she can’t take the hardships that she feels. I didn’t do anything to hurt her but still she insist! I persuaded her to change her mind ’cause I don’t wanna lose her. Honestly, we been to this stage many more times. But still I can’t give her up not because there are so many things we are in common, not also because there were many things had happened to us. But because I just simply LOVE her explains it all!…
All those people who surrounds us from the beginning of relationship might think we are both crazy ’cause we been to a on and off relationship but who the hell I care! I care about our relationship. I care about her. What’s the most important thing in me is my Family and Her. They are all the reason why I continue to fight even more. As now, our relationship is complicated. I can’t give the exact words to say that bears all things. I just do hope that she all understand my reasons why I really have to leave ’cause this not for my own sake its for my Sis!. I admit that I am unfair to her ’cause I always leave her. But I was not leaving her for my own good but for the benefit of my Family and our life ahead. Maybe somehow if we are really meant to be I know God will find a way to connect us…Hopefully…if God permits!…
Thats all for now mates!…Have a blessed day!…c”,)
